Thursday, May 26, 2005

Failures

So I have spent the past days beating myself up for two failures to approach. Now, most of the time I would be able to shrug it off, but I'm quit pissed at myself. The number one reason is that for the past two months, I have been practicing and reading everything I can get my hands so that when an opportunity rose I would act and not coward. The second reason is that there were clear signs of intents with these women, strong eye contact and reciprocating smiles. The thrid reason is that I was attracted to these women. Understanding what needs to be done and actually doing it are two different things. I think I have done too much reading (spending too much time in a inner state) and not enough on the ground practicing (removing my mind from an inner state to an outer state).





1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Probably.

And beating yourself up about it has the same effect. Let them go, there are 384378462 more of them out there.

You're doing great. Don't be too hard on yourself.